Today, I really wanted to be there for my best friend. I know that in times such as now, she needs more than ever to be with her family but somehow I feel like I failed her by not being there physically.
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Maybe this is taking things a little bit further, but sometimes I feel like I have been away, during the times that I more than ever needed to be around--not only to her obviously, but also my family and loved ones.
Am I too caught up living my own life that I tend to disappear from the lives of those dearest to me?
Words are never enough and I wonder if they feel that I am all about words. Even then, do I say I love you enough? Do I ever express missing them?
Further more, when was the last time I made it felt that I am involved?
Do I make the trip just so I'd be there?
It is quite sad--maybe just a little less than tragic that just maybe I am failing people closest to me with my sins of omission.
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