so 'there'

It has been a few weeks but somehow everything still feels so new to me.  

Every time I remember though, I feel my heart somewhat jump.  I know it sounds horribly corny, but it's true.

I oftentimes forget that we are engaged then something comes up like being called a fiancé,  a mention of something wedding related, or receipt of a best-wishes-message--then I’m there again.